2/12/12

i forgot to title this




i woke up so late today and i found out that Whitney Houston had died, that's so sad seriously i just know she died but how did she die? its so sad she was only 48. it has made me really sad actually and now i am remembering other deaths like Daul Kim(RIP) and it makes me so sad like i am literally crying right now, im probably just being over-dramatic though im really over dramatic sometimes but i cant help it. anyway it's like 2am right now, im not even tired but i have to be up at 7 tomorrow, i feel very sad i dont know what to do. i know i shouldnt blog when i feel like this. am i glamourous tell me, am i glamourous?

i feel so terrible. sometimes i go out and i am walking around aimlessly with nowhere to go. i was with someone the other week and i wanted some stickers so we went into a really cheap shop so i could buy stickers and i felt a little cheap going to this cheap shop it is very cheap and when i was in the queue i saw these people and the guy looked sort of dirty and older than he actually was and there was a woman and she had tried to highlight her own hair i think it was meant to be blonde but it was actually a yellow/orange because it was on dark hair and i wanted to cry i really did, they were so perfect. that woman was trying so hard to look good and feel good about herself, and that man was obviously fed up with his life but he hadnt given up he was still there and he was going out with his wife who he was faithful to. they were so perfect. she was so perfect. he was so perfect. it makes me so sad, so genuinely sad that these people were trying and carrying on. i know this sounds odd but i truly feel that some people will understand where i am coming from OK??

i know that i write stupid and i sound stupid when i write. i dont understand anything right now i have to stop writing im sorry

28 Fine Responses:

The Antagonist said...

O_o"

Ciara said...

Uhm...

Laurenboy said...

Niceeee, I'm sure the entire world knows this by now, nice journal entry.

Linda/KingofMedia said...

All I've taken from this post is you're sad.

*goes to bed*

manny. said...

so...how is everyone?

Ceaara Iman said...

i just went straight to read the comments tbh

jackbitch / freeduck_ said...

Oh my God everyone do you really not understand what Charlotte is saying? This post makes so much sense and it's a shame that people are so shallow that they don't get it.

I really like this and all you're posts Chalotte they really speak to me and I think you are a great writer.

oddball99 said...

Charlotte you're a great writer with some great ideas. But it might help you in your blogging career if you used capital letters and punctuation when you are supposed to :/ But yeah I understand what you are trying to say. It makes sense. It would just be easier to read if it was written in the way English is supposed to be written. Just trying to help ;)


- oddball99

oddball99 said...

Also, maybe use a better title next time. :)

oddball99 said...

Also try to stay on one topic. You started by talking about Whitney Houston and then started talking about some random people and how you felt cheap going into such a cheap store.

Ruubin said...

Loved it, Charlotte, it is so you! And I understand what you mean with the couple thing...

The Antagonist said...

Sorry guys, I know you're trying to support your friend (and Jack's trying to suck up to her) but this post wasn't good at all. It was a little embarrassing to be honest...

Ceaara Iman said...

the reason i skimmed it is becuase i thought it might be confusing like your last post, but i read some of it.

i kiinda get where your coming from.

Coolgirl185 said...

I understand what you mean :)

Saskia // pinkioriginal '✝ said...

I didnt gaf, that it didnt have punctuation or that it was a pointless post BUT you work at a STARDOLL blog.

why dont you open a blog called something like "Charlottes Corner" and randomly post stuff.

Laurenboy said...

The people who like this are insane, just sayin'

sakutaro said...

wonderrrrrrrrrrrfullllllllllllllll

AustinSohu123 said...

What is wrong with all of you -.- Honestly, you say that bullying people is wrong, yet your bullying Charlotte right now!

Yeah so she isn't the brightest person, who cares! Everyone has something beautiful about them and Char is just still looking for that beauty. I honestly think she already found it. She is such an honest and open minded person!

I have never actually had a conversation with her so I can't say that she is nice, but she is just trying to write a post! How would you feel if you wrote a post and everyone bashed on you?

I know this will sound like I am some old teacher but you all should think before you speak.

SDV \\ supa_star4real said...

@Austin, your a priest now?

The Antagonist said...

You do know she's not really that stupid, right? She writes like that on purpose. At least I hope she does...

I Am O said...

Your posts make sense now....they sound just like my thoughts. People think I'm crazy and have low expectations from me because I can't express my thoughts well, even if they are genius thoughts.

I Am O said...

Well anyways, you can cry about Whitney Houston and I'll cry about Disney movies.

Joanna//juicy-much said...

aw, I actually understand it, probably because i'm in a depressed mood. Some people try so hard but never get recognition for what they're forced to feel by society and bleeh ._.

Seasonalhotbuys said...

would I be considered crazy if I said I actually understood this post?

Aislin Rane Victory said...

What I gathered from reading these comments is that instead of saying "Great post,Charlotte!" or "This post was awful." everyone has to state that they did, in fact, understand what she was saying, despite her lack of desire to use punctuation and proper writing skills.

The only thing that purposely omitting punctuation and capitalization, along with poor structure, says is that she's trying way too hard to show how different she is.

Vitalstatistick said...

I'm not her friend and I don't know her at all, I think her punctuation is terrible and she jumps too much.

BUT

I really, really liked the part about the man and woman. That was thouroughly...beautiful? I don't know, it just really touched me somewhere deep down:)

Charlotte said...

i dont know like i would write 'PROPERLY' if i wanted to, but then i think that everyone sounds the same as each other and i never really get any emotion or meaning from what people say when they try so hard to be so perfect. I can write correctly, as I have already stated and proved. I'm smart, I know it doesn't show at all trust me, I know, but I don't care i think my writing shows emotion and i dont really know if people understand what i write. i dont understand why this grammar thing is such a big deal for you. the bad thing is, i actually would change the way i write or something like that (soooooooo stupid) for other people i dont know why. WhAtEvEr.

Anonymous said...

It isn't about her grammar and punctuation. It's about the meaning of the story. For once I don't think Jack is sucking up to her and I agree with him. Why don't you read the whole story carefully?